This place is a Weblog, a personal log or diary by definition.
This is where I get to vent my spleen for free, I appreciate that. The bitch about that is ,I, like so many other people try like Hell to see that other people read what I am thinking. Narcissistic,to be kind.
Today was not a real good day, to put it mildly,and I’d just as soon as you went to see some cute cats as see me feel sorry for myself.
Move on so I can do a little venting.
I would love to beg forgiveness for being so fucking stupid and uncaring for what my my Grand Parents, long gone and the ones still here had to overcome in their lives.
It’s a bitch getting older.
So many people you know, some you love, some you care about, that die, some that are destined to die and modern medicine can’t help them and then the ones that are just fucked up and have collateral damage left for other people to deal with.
I have left some of that in my time. I have also had to deal with the other end of that.
Listening to myself snivel makes me very ashamed of myself. I just need to get it out on the table and look at it.
I don’t have to deal with evil motherfuckers ordering other people to shoot and kill my friends and neighbors. I don’t have to worry about people flying over my Rat Hole who I can’t hear until the bombs explode in my neighbors daughters wedding ceremony. I don’t have to worry too much about my babies getting blown apart or being burned beyond recognition by some power mad war criminals from some place I will never see.
i HAVE ELECTRICITY, RUNNING WATER AND FOOD TO EAT.
That is more than my government will allow anyone who happens to be within a hundred miles of an oil well in Iraq.
I guess I really don’t have too much to complain about, except I had a bad day, a friend passed away, I have a relative that is going to and some other family issues came charging to my attention.
I get to get up and go to work tomorrow.
It could be a lot worse.
May 14, 2008 at 1:06 am
(((busted)))
May 14, 2008 at 7:44 am
Life sucks, then we die. Love the people around you. Peace.
May 14, 2008 at 7:58 am
Once again you prove to be the person I know that you are. It’s not stupid to put on the table the feelings that we feel. If anything, it is stupid not to. In the eternal words of Lewis Black. It’s not the aches and pains of getting older that bothers me. It’s that time starts to move really fucking fast. The world turns and we are in it. It does not turn around us. Live, love and do the best you can do today and know in your heart that at the end you did the best you could do. Your tops in my book busted. Keep bustin.
Bustedsbro
May 14, 2008 at 9:47 am
I too have to be careful about what I bitch about cause it’s nothing compared to the ones who have it so bad whether it’s their own fault or the cause of others. You got it right Busted just keep plug’in away. I realize too that in the end that we all are nothing but piss ants in time.
May 14, 2008 at 5:54 pm
One thing doing what I do has taught me is that every day’s a gift. Enjoy as much as you can, and knowing that others have it worse sometimes helps.
And every once in a while it doesn’t make any difference. Hope things start looking up again, Busted.
May 14, 2008 at 8:31 pm
Just for fun, I found out my minor kid got popped for a DUI, my brothers ex wife got popped for so many fucking things I wont’ bother listing them and now he is between a rock and a hard place, something I won’t elaborate on because it is nobody’s business except to say he is now the proud parent of TWO teenage girls.
Hello Uncle Busted.
May 15, 2008 at 1:37 am
I just stopped by sounds like it was a bad day and I am sorry about your loss…you don’t know me and I don’t know you but I know that everyone sometimes feels IT…and all of it….I am sorry …((( )))…three Hugs…namaste..